Bruce R McConkie, A Beautiful Man

Bruce R McConkieThis morning I was remembering some of the General Authorities I’ve meet and the impact they’ve had on my life. One Sunday morning,  a few weeks after my baptism, I was sitting in the little chapel in Hagerstown, Maryland.  On the stand sitting next to the bishop was a gentleman who stood 6 feet 5 inches tall whom I had never seen before.  I leaned over to a lady sitting next to me and asked, Who is this man?” She said, “That is Bruce R McConkie, an apostle from Salt Lake City.” I thought, “Really! I’m sitting at the feet of a living apostle.”  Ephesians 2:20Ephesians 4:11-16

I saw Elder Bruce R McConkie again some months later at an Area Conference in Baltimore, Maryland. He and his lovely wife Amelia Smith McConkie spoke. I cannot remember any other speakers on that very special occasion.

Christus StatueI would like to share his last talk (which he gave against doctor’s orders) during General Conference. It is a very powerful testimony of the atoning sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ. Elder Bruce R. McConkie died thirteen days after giving this testimony.

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Some years ago I found  The I Believe in Christ Legacy, by Jane P. Merrill. (Sister Merrill attends the same ward as Amelia McConkie, the widow of Elder Bruce R. McConkie who passed away in 1985.)

Recently in our Fast and Testimony meeting, we had the opportunity to hear Sister Amelia McConkie bear her testimony. As she began to speak, I felt strongly impressed to take notes, recognizing that it was a rare opportunity to hear a first-hand account of Elder Bruce R. McConkie’s last few weeks. After Church, I wrote up the account and then took it to Sister McConkie to make sure it was correct, and to get her approval.

Sister McConkie’s story:

“In Relief Society today our closing song was ‘I Believe in Christ.’ Then, as we began our Fast and Testimony meeting, our opening song was ‘I Believe in Christ.’ This coincidence made me think that perhaps it’s time I share with you how we got this hymn.
“Some 15 years ago, my husband Bruce R. McConkie was very ill. The doctor told us he had two months to live, at the most. However, Bruce felt he still had some things he wanted to do. The Brethren gave him a blessing and his family gathered to share their faith and prayers. He lived an additional fourteen months, although he was very ill much of that time. He never thought he wasn’t going to get better. He told me time and time again that this was the Lord’s test for him, and that he had enough faith in and of himself to be healed.
“Early in February, on an overcast day much like today, I decided to make a pie to cheer him up, as he loved pie. While I was doing this he lay on the floor in our bedroom, which he often did. He had a pencil and paper in hand and was writing. Then he came into the kitchen where I was working and said, ‘Do you want to hear what I’m going to talk about in Conference?’
“The pie was almost finished and I wanted to get it in the oven, but I soon realized that you don’t make pies while he’s talking like this. So I stopped and sat down to listen. He read to me his talk, and I said, ‘It’s the most beautiful thing you’ve ever written, but how will you ever do it?’ He was so ill and so weak. ‘I don’t know,’ he answered, ‘but I will.’
“His doctor was so worried. ‘You’ve got a dying man on your hands; you must not let him speak at conference. If he tries, he will collapse on nationwide television.’ But I couldn’t try to stop him. He was determined to do it and nothing could have stopped him. Our son said, ‘I don’t think there’s anything Dad wanted to do more than preach that last sermon at Conference.’ So our children fasted together, asking that their father would have the physical and emotional strength to fulfill his wish.
“During the Saturday morning session of April 1985 General Conference, a thin Bruce R. McConkie took his place at the pulpit and despite his weakened condition, he bore majestic testimony to the truths so integral to his life and mission. He testified, ‘I am one of his witnesses, and in a coming day I shall feel the nail marks in his hands and in his feet and shall wet his feet with my tears. But I shall not know any better then than I know now that he is God’s Almighty Son, that he is our Savior and Redeemer, and that salvation comes in and through his atoning blood and in no other way.’ (Excerpted from his Conference address)
“The following Sunday Elder Packer visited him at home and gave him a blessing in which he told Bruce he should ‘quit resisting the will of the Lord.’ We both knew what he meant. At the conclusion, with tears running down his face, Bruce looked at me as I stood at the foot of the bed, and said, ‘Amelia, do you know what he just did?’ ‘Yes,’ I answered, ‘he has sealed you unto death.’
“That was so hard on Bruce. He wanted so much to live. But as I showed Elder Packer out, Bruce got up, folded the bedspread as he always did at night, got ready for bed, and got under the covers. Always before he would insist that I make the bed and he would lay on top of it, fully dressed. But this was his way of saying to the Lord, ‘I am bowing to your will.’ He passed away a short time later.”

What a great blessing to have the beautiful hymn, “I Believe In Christ”, taken from his testimony.

As recorded and written by Jane P. Merrill September 6, 1998

I Believe In Christ; The Hymn

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In April 1972 Elder Bruce R. McConkie, an apostle inThe Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saintsshared a personal poem he had written as part of his general conference address.

The poem is a definitive testimony of Jesus Christ. The verses attracted overwhelming attention and immediate love. They were first set into an anthem by Latter-day Saint composer Rhea B. Allen. However, a simpler setting was written by Tabernacle organist John Longhurst for the 1985 LDS hymnbook edition.

I Believe in Christ


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